Good morning my sweet girl. It has been one of those nights where I can?t sleep and you and the girls lay heavy in my heart. I miss you so much. It was a wonderful Christmas with everyone together and I had your special ornaments on the tree, your glass snowmen, and candle on the counter and most importantly Chelsea and Alyssa candy canes around your little remembrance in our hallway. Life moves forward and there isn?t a day that I don?t talk to you and hug you in my heart. So often I think or do something I want to share with you and remember it has to be done in my heart. I know you are laughing with me or know what I want to say.

Your girls are growing so beautifully and I pray everyday that they are more and more like you with your sense of humor, kindness, morals, and values. Not having them every other weekend has been so hard. I pray as they grow and are able to make their own decisions that they choose the right paths. I hope that we will have more time with them. Nevertheless, being a mom I know that time with friends will be important and our little girls will grow into teens.

I love you and miss you my girl more than any words can describe but I thank the lord that he gave you to me for the years we had here on earth and I have my memories. So welcome to 2008 my dearest.

Love you baby :)

Mom