Well it's 2020 and I'm sure you are watching things going on with COVID-19, politics and BLM. I wish you were here to talk to and get your opinion on this crazy world. Alyssa is a senior at college this year and will soon have to decide what direction to take in her life goals. Chelsea is working with auntie & uncle in their WBE business and thinking of going back to school. She has an interest in animals but isn't sure what avenue to explore. I remember for many years you thought about being a vet for large animals! I bet you would have been a great and loving vet. I still think of you as a little girl going out to take care of the horses  no matter how cold or hot. So dedicated to them.  Well you probably know daddy is going to have back surgery next week. Pins and bars in his spine and hopefully this will reduce the pain he is in when doing just about anything. I know you will be watching and will keep him close. Don't really know why I had to write to you today but it just felt like time. Oh, we talked with Joanne and we are now sending money monthly to Car Seats for Christy instead of once or twice a year. With COVID they have lost some financial supporters so a monthly donation is more helpful. They do such wonderful work in your name and so many babies, children and parents have been helped. We feel so blessed that you had such beautiful people in your life to create and carry on this organization. I still can't bring myself to physically participate but they are in my prayers.  Well, that's all for now. I love you and miss you so so very much my darling girl.