My darling, I can't bare the thought that you are gone. Each morning I think of you and pray to god that your strength gets me through my day with a smile that hides the pain inside. Each night as I fall asleep I remember your face, your smile and the things that were uniquely you. I pray that this pain will ease with time. As the days pass and time goes on, I still find myself thinking of your future, our future, and if you were here how different life would be. We had longed to spend time together when we moved to Las Vegas. We had so many plans, places to go and things to see. We talked of where we would take the girls and the time we would all spend together. It seems so wrong that you were taken from our life. I know that god has a plan for each of us and it is through his love, grace and strength that I continue to live each day. We have dedicated a stone at Red Rock in your memory, it is such a small token of the joy and love that you always brought with your smile. I miss you my darling.