Merry Christmas sweetie,

Well, I finally was able to bring the girls to your site and show them some of the wonderful things people about you. They couldn't wait to write a story too. It was good to see them once again talking about the wonderful memories that you created for them. I'm so proud of you and the good mom you were no matter what you were going through personally. I remember our many talks about your childhood memories and how important it was to you to make life long memories for your girls. I'm so glad this was a priority for you because they have those now to hold on to and cherish.

This is such a hard time of year with so many mixed feelings and memories. If I could have just one more Christmas, one more birthday, one more hug or just one more smile. I promise to keep your memories alive for the girls and never let them have those wonderful times drift away.

We are making Christmas cookies and decorating today. Soon we will all fly to Sacramento and spend Christmas with Aaron, Charity and the boys. Dee, Scot and Zack are coming too so it will be wonderful to have us all together. We have a special angel decoration that keeps you with us too.

I love you and miss you terribly. When I feel sad I fold you into my heart, send a kiss up to you in heaven and take another step forward.

Merry Christmas baby,

mommy